Ever have a day when your family all turns their backs on you and you feel utterly alone? Yeah, well it's one of those days... | forgottendreamr's Blog

Sometimes bearing the label "nice" is not all that it seems.  It leaves you wide open to everything and anything, especially from those nearest and dearest your heart.  Sometimes, it doesn't pay to trust your family as they only betray that trust and hurt you over and over again...

One family member made a simple promise, a vow, to walk daily with me.  No big deal...but couldn't even keep that promise a week.  Totally chose not to walk with me two days in a row...chose watching horror movies with a beer-drinkers over me...Guess I can't compare with a cold brew and those bloody chopper flicks...

Other family members asked to borrow money from me.  I gave all I had to help them move, like $2000.  They vowed to stay with me forever, said we'd be "family" till death...yeah, the left the house in a mess and left me.  Lost them and my money.  Sometimes, you trust people, give your all, they take and leave you empty.  God, it hurts!

No one likes being lied to, but it seems to be the habit of those in this house to lie and break promises.  Hard to know who to trust or what to believe anymore...after a while, you just want to run away and quit and give up. 

Even the littlest turned on me.  Hurts the most from those closest to you when you do you best and give them your all...

Days like today, I wish I could just curl up and die...